1 00:03:18,532 --> 00:03:21,274 What are you looking at? Heads down! 2 00:03:40,954 --> 00:03:46,802 Heads down in the front row. Crouch down. Don't look up. 3 00:03:48,862 --> 00:03:50,705 No talking to each other. 4 00:03:50,898 --> 00:03:52,639 More brutal! 5 00:03:53,433 --> 00:03:54,935 Be more brutal! 6 00:03:57,638 --> 00:03:59,379 Just walk in. 7 00:04:00,974 --> 00:04:02,647 Hands behind your back 8 00:04:02,743 --> 00:04:04,586 Kick them if you want. 9 00:04:06,313 --> 00:04:07,986 Feet together! 10 00:04:08,282 --> 00:04:10,353 Point the guns at them! 11 00:04:29,269 --> 00:04:31,579 Keep your head down! 12 00:04:44,651 --> 00:04:46,426 Don't fall asleep! 13 00:04:49,356 --> 00:04:51,461 Be tougher on them! 14 00:04:51,592 --> 00:04:53,594 Keep guarding! 15 00:06:41,902 --> 00:06:46,874 By The Time It Gets Dark 16 00:07:17,704 --> 00:07:21,830 - It's beautiful, isn't it? - Yes, it's incredible. 17 00:07:21,608 --> 00:07:25,780 I knew you'd like it. I fell in love with it the first time I came. 18 00:07:25,179 --> 00:07:27,181 That's why I brought you here. 19 00:07:28,182 --> 00:07:30,590 Well, that's everything. 20 00:07:30,651 --> 00:07:33,723 If there's nothing else, I'll excuse myself. 21 00:07:33,854 --> 00:07:35,891 I've a meeting at the community centre. 22 00:07:35,989 --> 00:07:38,731 - You have my number, right? - Yes, you can go now. 23 00:07:38,826 --> 00:07:41,705 - You don't want to be late. - Bye for now. 24 00:07:52,706 --> 00:07:55,500 Let me show you the house. 25 00:08:10,791 --> 00:08:13,670 - It's nice. - Yes. 26 00:08:13,794 --> 00:08:16,100 There's another bedroom upstairs. 27 00:08:30,430 --> 00:08:32,250 This room is bigger. 28 00:08:36,250 --> 00:08:39,629 I think you should take it. I'll sleep downstairs. 29 00:08:39,753 --> 00:08:42,791 - You should take it. - No, you should. 30 00:08:42,923 --> 00:08:44,994 Really, I'd prefer you to have it. 31 00:08:45,920 --> 00:08:47,129 I don't like big bedrooms anyway. 32 00:08:47,227 --> 00:08:49,200 How strange. 33 00:08:53,100 --> 00:08:57,480 By the way, can we have our first session this afternoon? 34 00:08:57,171 --> 00:08:59,777 If you're not too tired from the trip... 35 00:08:59,873 --> 00:09:02,319 No, that's fine. When shall we start? 36 00:09:02,876 --> 00:09:06,949 Around 3:00 pm so you'll have time to rest. 37 00:09:07,800 --> 00:09:09,754 Then I'll rest for an hour or two. 38 00:09:09,883 --> 00:09:13,570 OK, me too. I didn't get much sleep last night. 39 00:10:05,239 --> 00:10:07,480 Are you ready? 40 00:10:08,742 --> 00:10:10,850 Yes. 41 00:10:10,244 --> 00:10:13,248 What do you prefer? Short or long answers? 42 00:10:13,313 --> 00:10:16,317 As you wish. Take as much time as you need. 43 00:10:18,850 --> 00:10:20,870 OK. Ready. 44 00:10:20,287 --> 00:10:22,198 It's recording. 45 00:10:30,764 --> 00:10:33,938 The story of your change from the 'It Girl' at university 46 00:10:34,670 --> 00:10:36,274 to a protest leader is very well-known. 47 00:10:36,403 --> 00:10:39,850 I'd like to go back a bit. 48 00:10:40,841 --> 00:10:43,287 Can you tell me about your childhood? 49 00:10:45,145 --> 00:10:48,285 I was born in Sri Racha, in Chonburi. 50 00:10:48,415 --> 00:10:50,827 My father was in the navy. 51 00:10:50,951 --> 00:10:55,229 When he was 30, he was stationed at the navy base in Sattahib. 52 00:10:55,355 --> 00:10:57,130 That's where I grew up. 53 00:10:58,258 --> 00:11:01,205 Back then Sattahib was a really small town. 54 00:11:02,162 --> 00:11:05,837 But for a young girl like me who'd never been to a city, 55 00:11:05,933 --> 00:11:09,437 of course I wouldn't have known just how small it was. 56 00:11:10,700 --> 00:11:12,160 Everybody knew each other. 57 00:11:13,373 --> 00:11:15,910 You were an only child, right? 58 00:11:16,760 --> 00:11:17,419 Yes. 59 00:11:18,846 --> 00:11:21,690 I think my parents wanted to have another child. 60 00:11:21,782 --> 00:11:24,353 A boy. But they weren't able to. 61 00:11:25,520 --> 00:11:28,329 And what was it like growing up as an only child? 62 00:11:28,755 --> 00:11:30,757 Great. Just great. 63 00:11:31,959 --> 00:11:35,964 People often think that it must be lonely, being an only child. 64 00:11:36,630 --> 00:11:39,203 Most parents want more than one so the children can play together. 65 00:11:39,299 --> 00:11:44,180 I was just glad I didn't have to share my parents, 66 00:11:44,404 --> 00:11:47,180 or rather, their love, with anyone. 67 00:11:49,209 --> 00:11:51,348 It wasn't until I went to university 68 00:11:51,478 --> 00:11:56,860 that I realised how sheltered I had been. 69 00:11:56,283 --> 00:11:58,729 I didn't know how to do much for myself... 70 00:11:59,786 --> 00:12:03,256 ...while all my friends were completely capable. 71 00:12:05,192 --> 00:12:07,934 So I wanted to be like them. 72 00:12:09,763 --> 00:12:12,369 But how could he accept a cabinet position? 73 00:12:12,733 --> 00:12:14,735 This government has no legitimacy. 74 00:12:14,835 --> 00:12:18,749 Don't forget how they came to power. On the back of a military coup! 75 00:12:19,306 --> 00:12:22,776 For our rector to accept a post in this cabinet is a total disgrace. 76 00:12:22,876 --> 00:12:25,356 It shows he's just a power-hungry animal. 77 00:12:25,446 --> 00:12:28,518 It's like he's spitting in our faces, saying "fuck you" to democracy! 78 00:12:28,816 --> 00:12:32,320 But if he doesn't accept, someone else will. 79 00:12:32,419 --> 00:12:34,922 It could even be an army general. 80 00:12:35,220 --> 00:12:37,468 Then we'll be seriously fucked. 81 00:12:37,758 --> 00:12:40,500 Yes. At least an academic is better than a soldier. 82 00:12:40,794 --> 00:12:44,264 Is that our only choice, an academic or a soldier? 83 00:12:44,398 --> 00:12:48,500 At least he's our rector. He's a good man. 84 00:12:48,135 --> 00:12:50,843 - What's a 'good' man? - He's not corrupt. 85 00:12:51,305 --> 00:12:53,478 The fact that he sided with the coup 86 00:12:53,807 --> 00:12:56,913 means that he has no respect for our university. 87 00:12:57,100 --> 00:12:59,149 Why don't we give him a chance? 88 00:12:59,279 --> 00:13:01,555 The chance for a cabinet position 89 00:13:01,849 --> 00:13:04,295 is not a rector's responsibility! 90 00:13:04,384 --> 00:13:06,364 Right. 91 00:13:09,523 --> 00:13:11,298 I can't accept this. 92 00:13:13,193 --> 00:13:17,869 I'm going to protest outside the Students' Union tomorrow morning. 93 00:13:18,310 --> 00:13:21,137 I need to prepare banners and flyers tonight. 94 00:13:21,268 --> 00:13:24,306 - Anyone going to help me? - Count me in. 95 00:13:25,372 --> 00:13:27,511 Me too. 96 00:13:27,908 --> 00:13:29,251 Good. Thanks. 97 00:14:16,390 --> 00:14:18,631 Hurry up, before the guards get here. 98 00:14:21,195 --> 00:14:24,972 G ET OUT, DICTATOR! 99 00:14:37,277 --> 00:14:38,551 What the hell?! 100 00:14:38,879 --> 00:14:41,860 We should go now, Comrade! 101 00:14:56,930 --> 00:14:58,375 Let's buy some water. 102 00:14:58,565 --> 00:15:00,943 How many bottles would you like? 103 00:15:01,135 --> 00:15:02,512 That's not enough. 104 00:15:06,640 --> 00:15:09,450 - Wow. - I drink a lot. 105 00:17:17,805 --> 00:17:19,751 Did you sleep well? 106 00:17:20,400 --> 00:17:21,417 Yes, I did. 107 00:17:22,242 --> 00:17:23,812 This place is so quiet. 108 00:17:24,111 --> 00:17:28,321 You can hear a lot of insects, especially at night. 109 00:17:32,850 --> 00:17:34,463 Aren't you hungry? Don't you want any breakfast? 110 00:17:34,555 --> 00:17:37,126 I'll have something to eat in a bit. 111 00:17:40,327 --> 00:17:42,170 Your food looks good. 112 00:17:42,296 --> 00:17:43,798 It's quite tasty. 113 00:17:49,837 --> 00:17:53,182 Excuse me, where are the coffee beans from? 114 00:17:53,640 --> 00:17:56,382 - We use Maneepruek coffee here. - Maneepruek? 115 00:17:56,477 --> 00:18:00,220 Yes, it's the local bean. Do you know it? 116 00:18:01,615 --> 00:18:06,189 The supplier is an American guy but he speaks fluent Thai, 117 00:18:06,787 --> 00:18:08,460 even the local dialect. 118 00:18:09,123 --> 00:18:11,660 - It tastes good. - Thank you. 119 00:18:11,825 --> 00:18:13,862 Are you here on vacation? 120 00:18:15,950 --> 00:18:18,440 Not really. We're here to work on a film script. 121 00:18:18,532 --> 00:18:21,479 Wow, really? What kind of film? 122 00:18:24,138 --> 00:18:26,709 Well, it's a drama... of sorts. 123 00:18:26,807 --> 00:18:30,721 I'm writing a script based on the life of this lady here. 124 00:18:31,412 --> 00:18:33,414 You're embarrassing me. 125 00:18:34,782 --> 00:18:37,626 I don't think kids these days know about me. 126 00:18:37,718 --> 00:18:39,629 Taew is a famous writer. 127 00:18:39,720 --> 00:18:41,529 Don't say any more. 128 00:18:42,322 --> 00:18:47,465 And if you're writing about her life, you must be a writer too, then? 129 00:18:49,329 --> 00:18:51,639 No, I'm actually a film director. 130 00:18:51,732 --> 00:18:54,144 But I like to write my own scripts. 131 00:18:57,304 --> 00:19:00,808 You should give it to her to write. She's a writer. 132 00:19:02,910 --> 00:19:04,617 Yes, you're right. 133 00:19:05,479 --> 00:19:09,427 And it's about her life, so it's her story. 134 00:19:09,683 --> 00:19:12,823 You're quite right. Maybe I will. Thanks for the tip. 135 00:19:14,755 --> 00:19:17,702 - Can I order some breakfast, please? - Yes. 136 00:19:25,732 --> 00:19:28,611 - Do you have rice soup? - Yes, with pork or chicken? 137 00:19:28,735 --> 00:19:30,373 We can also do mushrooms. 138 00:19:30,471 --> 00:19:32,451 Mushrooms sound good. What kind do you have? 139 00:19:32,539 --> 00:19:34,678 Shiitake and oyster mushrooms. 140 00:19:34,775 --> 00:19:38,416 The oyster mushrooms are fresh from the farm this morning. 141 00:19:38,512 --> 00:19:40,617 OK. I'll have the oyster mushrooms, then. 142 00:19:58,465 --> 00:20:01,878 What made you decide to join the movement? 143 00:20:04,404 --> 00:20:06,645 No matter how many times I've been asked that, 144 00:20:06,740 --> 00:20:08,947 it's never been easy to answer. 145 00:20:09,276 --> 00:20:11,756 I guess there isn't really one answer. 146 00:20:11,879 --> 00:20:14,951 It was a combination of things. 147 00:20:15,249 --> 00:20:17,593 You have to understand that back then 148 00:20:17,684 --> 00:20:20,688 we really fought for what we believed in. 149 00:20:20,788 --> 00:20:22,734 There was no money involved. 150 00:20:22,823 --> 00:20:25,895 No one hired you to protest, unlike nowadays. 151 00:20:27,294 --> 00:20:30,707 When we saw something unjust, we protested. 152 00:20:31,698 --> 00:20:35,339 We wanted to put things right. We wanted democracy. 153 00:20:36,570 --> 00:20:39,710 It simply wasn't an option for me not to join. 154 00:20:42,843 --> 00:20:45,949 What did your parents think? 155 00:20:47,614 --> 00:20:50,260 My father was very much against the idea. 156 00:20:50,317 --> 00:20:53,457 As for my mother, even though she didn't really agree 157 00:20:53,554 --> 00:20:56,967 she didn't stop me. I'm her daughter, after all. 158 00:21:00,327 --> 00:21:04,639 Did you ever think that your fight wouldn't succeed? 159 00:21:06,900 --> 00:21:10,939 Not at all. Succeeding or not wasn't an issue. 160 00:21:11,380 --> 00:21:15,783 We did our best as it was our responsibility. 161 00:21:18,479 --> 00:21:22,552 Do you think you made a sacrifice? 162 00:21:26,687 --> 00:21:28,530 Yes. I think it was. 163 00:21:30,791 --> 00:21:32,862 Were you scared? 164 00:21:34,595 --> 00:21:36,666 No. 165 00:21:36,764 --> 00:21:41,679 When the situation became more heated, 166 00:21:43,404 --> 00:21:46,476 I felt vengeful because we were the victims. 167 00:21:47,408 --> 00:21:49,388 We were the victims. 168 00:21:56,750 --> 00:22:00,425 You've been through so much in your life. 169 00:22:00,521 --> 00:22:04,663 If you had a chance to talk to your younger self, 170 00:22:04,758 --> 00:22:08,535 would you have anything to say to her? 171 00:22:14,968 --> 00:22:16,777 No. 172 00:22:24,878 --> 00:22:27,358 Was there any romance back then? 173 00:22:29,490 --> 00:22:30,926 Yes. 174 00:22:31,819 --> 00:22:34,561 With another student? 175 00:22:34,655 --> 00:22:35,998 Yes. 176 00:22:36,924 --> 00:22:39,461 Can you tell me more? 177 00:23:50,697 --> 00:23:53,974 This is how we grow our mushrooms, the traditional way. 178 00:25:55,989 --> 00:25:58,940 Do we have a flashlight? 179 00:26:00,260 --> 00:26:03,969 I think I saw some candles in the kitchen. 180 00:27:39,660 --> 00:27:41,264 What are you looking at? 181 00:27:43,163 --> 00:27:46,406 Our reflections on the TV screen. It's quite beautiful. 182 00:27:49,369 --> 00:27:52,373 You know, I've never asked you this, 183 00:27:52,673 --> 00:27:55,984 but why did you want to make a film based on my life? 184 00:27:57,911 --> 00:27:59,447 I don't know. 185 00:28:00,414 --> 00:28:03,224 You don't know or you don't want to tell me? 186 00:28:11,240 --> 00:28:12,799 It's... 187 00:28:16,130 --> 00:28:18,110 It's hard to explain really. 188 00:28:23,771 --> 00:28:28,117 But I feel that you've lived through so much, 189 00:28:30,878 --> 00:28:33,484 when I read books on October 1976 190 00:28:33,814 --> 00:28:37,421 and think of you having been in the midst of it all. 191 00:28:39,860 --> 00:28:42,900 And that you're still here. 192 00:28:46,493 --> 00:28:48,973 It's like... 193 00:28:51,165 --> 00:28:53,873 ...you're living history. 194 00:29:00,140 --> 00:29:04,880 Your life is meaningful. 195 00:29:09,116 --> 00:29:11,323 A life worth living. 196 00:29:20,294 --> 00:29:24,868 Whereas me, I appropriate someone's life and turn it into a film. 197 00:29:27,401 --> 00:29:30,314 Maybe because my life is quite mundane. 198 00:29:37,277 --> 00:29:40,156 There's one thing you're wrong about. 199 00:29:41,315 --> 00:29:43,989 I'm not living history. 200 00:29:46,854 --> 00:29:49,270 I'm just a survivor. 201 00:30:04,571 --> 00:30:06,949 Would you sing me a song? 202 00:30:21,855 --> 00:30:25,640 The moon 203 00:30:26,260 --> 00:30:31,499 The moon shines so beautifully 204 00:30:32,320 --> 00:30:34,911 Wow, how come you picked such an old song? 205 00:30:35,402 --> 00:30:39,770 It's a song I remember well from my childhood. 206 00:30:41,909 --> 00:30:45,322 Don't tease me 207 00:30:45,479 --> 00:30:48,483 I'm just a moon 208 00:30:49,550 --> 00:30:53,430 Hiding in the clouds 209 00:30:55,322 --> 00:30:58,997 When the clouds disappear 210 00:30:59,920 --> 00:31:04,440 The moon will reappear in the sky 211 00:31:05,566 --> 00:31:10,948 But it won't come down 212 00:31:35,229 --> 00:31:37,436 Well, I think I'll go to bed now. 213 00:31:39,199 --> 00:31:40,906 Goodnight. 214 00:45:07,241 --> 00:45:09,482 When I was a kid, 215 00:45:11,779 --> 00:45:13,918 about 7 or 8 years old, 216 00:45:15,315 --> 00:45:17,727 I used to practice telekinesis. 217 00:45:20,320 --> 00:45:26,293 I read that you can move an object just by staring at it 218 00:45:27,328 --> 00:45:29,968 and you can control it with your mind. 219 00:45:31,899 --> 00:45:34,345 I began practicing this... 220 00:45:36,837 --> 00:45:39,249 ...but only when I was by myself, 221 00:45:39,339 --> 00:45:41,819 because... 222 00:45:41,909 --> 00:45:44,856 ...l didn't want anyone to know my secret. 223 00:45:56,390 --> 00:45:58,267 One day, 224 00:46:01,195 --> 00:46:03,400 it happened. 225 00:46:09,503 --> 00:46:10,982 I... 226 00:46:15,442 --> 00:46:18,820 I was concentrating on an empty glass. 227 00:46:23,500 --> 00:46:25,870 Suddenly, it started to move. 228 00:46:29,823 --> 00:46:32,360 I was so excited... 229 00:46:36,797 --> 00:46:39,380 I tried to keep calm. 230 00:46:43,871 --> 00:46:46,440 My bedroom door was unlocked. 231 00:46:48,375 --> 00:46:51,254 I was afraid someone might walk in. 232 00:46:55,480 --> 00:46:57,221 But luckily, no one did. 233 00:47:07,194 --> 00:47:09,834 I concentrated very hard. 234 00:47:13,167 --> 00:47:18,480 I was able to move it around, left and right. 235 00:47:23,444 --> 00:47:26,857 But not very much each time, just a few inches. 236 00:47:29,383 --> 00:47:32,230 Then, I concentrated even harder. 237 00:47:39,326 --> 00:47:41,101 Then... 238 00:47:45,499 --> 00:47:49,174 ...the glass moved about one foot across the table... 239 00:47:57,110 --> 00:47:58,888 I... 240 00:48:01,248 --> 00:48:03,228 ...got very excited. 241 00:48:07,621 --> 00:48:10,363 At the same time, I was so exhausted... 242 00:48:18,532 --> 00:48:21,103 ...and scared... 243 00:48:31,678 --> 00:48:33,351 I... 244 00:48:35,916 --> 00:48:37,554 I felt... 245 00:48:42,689 --> 00:48:45,499 I felt like I'd used up all my energy. 246 00:48:50,631 --> 00:48:53,430 So I decided to stop for the day. 247 00:48:58,205 --> 00:49:02,449 I remember going to bed that night. 248 00:49:02,543 --> 00:49:06,286 I couldn't get to sleep for a long time. 249 00:49:08,315 --> 00:49:12,195 That was probably the first time I experienced insomnia. 250 00:49:15,689 --> 00:49:18,329 Maybe I was too excited. 251 00:49:35,709 --> 00:49:38,155 But it never came back again. 252 00:49:53,193 --> 00:49:55,434 I still don't know exactly why. 253 00:50:03,437 --> 00:50:07,180 Maybe because I told my best friend at school 254 00:50:08,175 --> 00:50:11,418 the next day during lunch break 255 00:50:17,117 --> 00:50:19,630 I don't know... 256 00:50:24,525 --> 00:50:26,232 Because" 257 00:50:30,664 --> 00:50:34,737 No matter how many times I tried, 258 00:50:39,390 --> 00:50:41,519 even with lighter objects, like a pen, 259 00:50:43,477 --> 00:50:45,184 even then... 260 00:50:49,416 --> 00:50:51,293 ...it never worked again. 261 00:51:05,566 --> 00:51:08,479 Since then, I've never talked about it. 262 00:58:05,252 --> 00:58:08,199 Slowly, slowly Gently, gently 263 00:58:08,255 --> 00:58:13,170 A flock of birds have flown 264 00:58:13,260 --> 00:58:17,300 But a bird, a single bird 265 00:58:17,970 --> 00:58:22,171 ls all alone like me 266 00:58:22,269 --> 00:58:26,615 A heart, a bleeding heart 267 00:58:26,707 --> 00:58:31,656 Beats so slowly 268 00:58:31,745 --> 00:58:35,522 My love, why do you avoid me? 269 00:58:35,616 --> 00:58:40,725 O dearest, you are too cold 270 00:58:40,821 --> 00:58:44,701 Does anyone know such pain 271 00:58:44,792 --> 00:58:49,798 Caused by the absence of a loved one 272 00:58:49,897 --> 00:58:53,743 Once I had you by my side 273 00:58:53,834 --> 00:58:57,873 Now it's as if that never happened 274 00:58:58,939 --> 00:59:02,853 Keep talking... 275 00:59:02,943 --> 00:59:07,915 About the sky and the earth 276 00:59:08,150 --> 00:59:11,861 Night after night, time passes 277 00:59:11,952 --> 00:59:17,800 It's as if nothing ever happened 278 01:02:41,161 --> 01:02:44,301 Taew, please go inside or you'll get wet. 279 01:02:52,473 --> 01:02:55,386 It's ok I've got it. 280 01:03:29,310 --> 01:03:31,119 It's beautiful, isn't it? 281 01:03:31,211 --> 01:03:33,282 Yes, it's incredible. 282 01:03:35,215 --> 01:03:37,456 I fell in love with it first time I came here. 283 01:03:37,551 --> 01:03:41,124 I thought you'd like it. That's why I wanted to bring you here. 284 01:03:44,391 --> 01:03:45,927 Well, that's everything. 285 01:03:47,895 --> 01:03:51,240 Please excuse me. I have a meeting at the community centre. 286 01:03:52,833 --> 01:03:55,211 Are you sure you're OK with a motorbike? 287 01:03:55,336 --> 01:03:57,509 I can ask my friend to lend you a car. 288 01:04:00,140 --> 01:04:02,620 Where did you find this little guardian angel? 289 01:04:04,345 --> 01:04:06,154 I'd better be off then. 290 01:04:06,247 --> 01:04:08,853 - You have my number, right? - Yes, I do. 291 01:04:09,149 --> 01:04:10,594 See you. 292 01:04:26,166 --> 01:04:28,305 Let me show you the house. 293 01:04:53,227 --> 01:04:55,104 There's another bedroom upstairs. 294 01:04:55,196 --> 01:04:58,750 - Shall we take a look? - Sure. 295 01:05:14,548 --> 01:05:18,690 This room is a little bit bigger. I think you should take it. 296 01:05:28,262 --> 01:05:30,333 I think you should take this one. 297 01:05:30,431 --> 01:05:34,379 No, I'll take the one downstairs. I prefer small bedrooms. 298 01:05:34,468 --> 01:05:36,209 - Really? - Sure. 299 01:05:36,370 --> 01:05:38,145 OK, then. 300 01:05:42,409 --> 01:05:46,255 Can we start this afternoon? If you're not too tired from the trip... 301 01:05:46,380 --> 01:05:48,621 No, that's fine. It's still early. 302 01:05:48,949 --> 01:05:50,451 I have time to rest, right? 303 01:05:50,584 --> 01:05:52,393 Yes, of course. 304 01:05:54,121 --> 01:05:58,194 It's only 10 o'clock What time do you usually have lunch? 305 01:05:58,325 --> 01:06:00,320 Around 12:00. 306 01:06:00,160 --> 01:06:03,698 So, I'll rest for a bit and we'll have lunch later? 307 01:06:04,640 --> 01:06:08,206 Yes. I'll be downstairs if you need anything. 308 01:06:09,303 --> 01:06:11,305 Please make yourself at home. 309 01:07:36,223 --> 01:07:38,260 I like your eyes. 310 01:07:51,772 --> 01:07:53,752 I like your ears. 311 01:08:12,793 --> 01:08:15,171 I like your lips. 312 01:08:32,780 --> 01:08:34,521 Do you love me? 313 01:09:12,186 --> 01:09:14,291 The weather's good today. 314 01:09:45,953 --> 01:09:53,953 Please don't lie to me 315 01:09:59,366 --> 01:10:07,366 Darling, don't lie to me 316 01:10:12,279 --> 01:10:14,623 Even if you don't tell me 317 01:10:14,715 --> 01:10:22,463 One day the wind will call on me 318 01:10:25,459 --> 01:10:28,906 I'm not ready to face the truth 319 01:10:29,229 --> 01:10:34,770 Because once I wanted to share my life with you 320 01:10:39,600 --> 01:10:47,600 Please don't lie to me 321 01:10:52,586 --> 01:11:00,586 Darling, don't lie to me 322 01:11:05,633 --> 01:11:12,312 Although we still see each other every day 323 01:11:12,406 --> 01:11:17,719 But I see the changes in your eyes 324 01:11:18,746 --> 01:11:26,746 The sweetness in your voice has gone, long gone 325 01:11:32,593 --> 01:11:40,593 Please don't lie to me 326 01:11:45,873 --> 01:11:53,873 Darling, don't lie to me 327 01:17:50,938 --> 01:17:52,747 - Do you want it? - Sure. 328 01:17:53,407 --> 01:17:56,149 Two bottles of beer, please. 329 01:17:56,277 --> 01:17:58,223 And another bucket of ice. 330 01:18:00,114 --> 01:18:02,116 The crab here is really good. 331 01:18:02,383 --> 01:18:04,260 Better than the place yesterday. 332 01:18:04,351 --> 01:18:07,127 Don't enjoy it too much. Aren't you on a diet? 333 01:18:07,354 --> 01:18:09,766 Crab isn't fatty. 334 01:18:10,157 --> 01:18:12,330 It's just high in cholesterol. 335 01:18:12,793 --> 01:18:15,865 I was only joking. Don't get so defensive. 336 01:18:16,297 --> 01:18:18,380 Eat this. 337 01:18:19,200 --> 01:18:22,841 Just get on that boat, the two of you. 338 01:18:24,271 --> 01:18:26,911 Peter, what are you up to these days? 339 01:18:27,808 --> 01:18:32,223 Same old, same old. Still working with the prince. 340 01:18:32,313 --> 01:18:35,317 But I just got an interesting offer. 341 01:18:35,416 --> 01:18:38,920 It's an indie film. Indie means... 342 01:18:39,190 --> 01:18:40,726 ...not much money. 343 01:18:41,855 --> 01:18:43,232 Typical. 344 01:18:43,357 --> 01:18:44,335 I'm quite tempted 345 01:18:44,358 --> 01:18:48,670 because the director said she wrote the part for me. 346 01:18:49,864 --> 01:18:53,107 Directors always say that. 347 01:18:53,200 --> 01:18:55,806 "I wrote this part just for you." 348 01:18:55,903 --> 01:18:57,507 You're a fool to believe that. 349 01:18:58,500 --> 01:18:59,507 Damn. 350 01:19:01,242 --> 01:19:04,815 - Maybe I'm a fool this time. - You're always like that. 351 01:19:04,912 --> 01:19:06,914 In fact, I've always been a fool. 352 01:19:07,948 --> 01:19:11,395 Excuse me. Peter, can I take a photo with you? 353 01:19:11,485 --> 01:19:12,862 Sure. 354 01:19:12,953 --> 01:19:15,433 - Can you, please? - Of course. 355 01:19:21,529 --> 01:19:23,270 Wait! 356 01:19:24,640 --> 01:19:25,543 Her friends... 357 01:19:31,105 --> 01:19:34,109 One... two... three... 358 01:19:36,143 --> 01:19:38,145 Thank you. 359 01:19:39,213 --> 01:19:41,220 Thank you, Ton. 360 01:19:44,318 --> 01:19:47,940 Your birthday present. 361 01:19:47,521 --> 01:19:49,398 - Whose birthday? - New Year present. 362 01:19:49,523 --> 01:19:51,127 Christmas present. 363 01:19:51,225 --> 01:19:52,397 So sweet. 364 01:19:53,227 --> 01:19:55,229 All wrapped up in one. 365 01:20:02,169 --> 01:20:04,171 This weather makes me drowsy. 366 01:20:08,842 --> 01:20:11,846 - Hey, Peter! - Tak 367 01:20:12,580 --> 01:20:14,821 How are you? Haven't seen you in ages. 368 01:20:14,915 --> 01:20:17,486 - Pun, this is Peter. - Hi, Peter. 369 01:20:17,985 --> 01:20:19,191 Hi, Pun. 370 01:20:19,320 --> 01:20:21,994 This is Chompoo. Chompoo, this is Tak. 371 01:20:22,489 --> 01:20:24,833 Of course, I know who she is. 372 01:20:27,528 --> 01:20:30,600 - How are you doing? - I'm fine. And you? 373 01:20:30,898 --> 01:20:34,720 I'm fine. Shooting a few films right now. 374 01:20:34,935 --> 01:20:38,212 - What about you? - I'm taking a break for now. 375 01:20:38,305 --> 01:20:41,286 I want to concentrate on my own film... as a director. 376 01:20:42,109 --> 01:20:44,521 Oh really? That's great. 377 01:20:45,546 --> 01:20:47,116 Are you going out now? 378 01:20:47,414 --> 01:20:51,294 Yeah, we just got here and Pun's hungry. 379 01:20:52,486 --> 01:20:56,434 We just had a big lunch too. I'm so sleepy now! 380 01:20:57,925 --> 01:21:00,997 Well, I won't keep you. Best of luck with the project. 381 01:21:01,595 --> 01:21:03,970 Thank you. 382 01:21:03,430 --> 01:21:04,636 - Bye. - Bye. 383 01:21:33,461 --> 01:21:36,931 - I'm full. - No wonder you are. 384 01:21:37,640 --> 01:21:39,544 6 kilos of crab and beer too. 385 01:23:47,127 --> 01:23:48,572 Hello? 386 01:23:49,730 --> 01:23:51,334 Yes. I can talk 387 01:23:54,301 --> 01:23:55,678 What? 388 01:23:59,273 --> 01:24:00,616 When? 389 01:24:11,452 --> 01:24:13,557 I'm very sorry to hear that. 390 01:24:19,560 --> 01:24:21,403 What happened? 391 01:24:53,627 --> 01:24:56,699 We're almost done. Shall we continue? 392 01:25:04,271 --> 01:25:05,545 Let's continue. 393 01:25:08,275 --> 01:25:09,686 Pang, go ahead. 394 01:29:49,123 --> 01:29:51,660 "You're home late again. Speak tomorrow, Mum." 395 01:31:54,782 --> 01:31:56,921 Then... 396 01:31:57,840 --> 01:32:00,293 ...the radio broadcast was going on non-stop. 397 01:32:00,621 --> 01:32:05,866 It was getting late, so I went to bed. 398 01:32:06,600 --> 01:32:08,939 When I woke up in the morning, 399 01:32:09,630 --> 01:32:12,272 I went downstairs 400 01:32:14,535 --> 01:32:19,143 and I heard what had happened at Thammasat University. 401 01:32:19,306 --> 01:32:23,755 The TV station... Channel 9 402 01:32:25,112 --> 01:32:31,757 had broadcast footage of the shootings that had taken place. 403 01:32:32,987 --> 01:32:38,801 What I saw shocked me deeply 404 01:32:39,894 --> 01:32:44,741 because I hadn't expected such violence on this scale. 405 01:32:45,833 --> 01:32:48,939 For example, the image of... 406 01:32:49,737 --> 01:32:54,811 ...people who were forced to lie face down on the football pitch. 407 01:32:55,109 --> 01:32:59,819 The military backed students, the Red Gaurs, the Village Scouts 408 01:32:59,913 --> 01:33:02,223 and other unspecified groups 409 01:33:02,316 --> 01:33:06,930 who were beating them down 410 01:33:06,220 --> 01:33:09,640 and dragging the dead bodies out to burn them. 411 01:33:09,190 --> 01:33:14,663 I saw the image of people being burned 412 01:33:14,929 --> 01:33:19,639 beneath a pile of car tyres and set on fire. 413 01:33:19,767 --> 01:33:26,116 I might have read about 414 01:33:26,373 --> 01:33:31,490 the methods with which the government clamped down 415 01:33:31,178 --> 01:33:34,220 on what they called "the terrorists". 416 01:33:34,114 --> 01:33:39,291 They'd be thrown out of helicopters or set on fire in oil barrels. 417 01:33:40,221 --> 01:33:45,193 I had never seen such brutality with my own eyes. 418 01:33:47,728 --> 01:33:50,106 It made me... 419 01:33:50,231 --> 01:33:53,940 It just left me cold... and drained. 420 01:33:54,340 --> 01:33:57,243 I recall collapsing into a chair 421 01:33:57,371 --> 01:34:00,875 and just staring at the images in front of me. 422 01:34:00,975 --> 01:34:03,120 I couldn't believe my eyes. 423 01:34:04,411 --> 01:34:06,152 Then... 424 01:34:08,248 --> 01:34:10,888 ...the next thing... 425 01:34:11,180 --> 01:34:13,294 ...that came into my head 426 01:34:13,420 --> 01:34:16,401 was that I couldn't stay here any longer. 427 01:34:19,600 --> 01:34:21,233 I couldn't... 428 01:34:22,429 --> 01:34:28,903 I couldn't live in a society that allowed this to happen. 429 01:35:33,801 --> 01:35:38,944 Buddhism shall continue to flourish around the world. 430 01:35:39,390 --> 01:35:43,215 And the lives of its devotees 431 01:35:43,877 --> 01:35:47,510 will prosper... 432 01:35:48,115 --> 01:35:52,325 ...and shine as brightly as hundreds of thousands of lanterns 433 01:35:52,419 --> 01:35:57,610 lit by devotees on the magical night of Makha Bucha, 434 01:35:57,525 --> 01:36:00,938 an auspicious day, significant to the world and the universe.